Not _______ Enough....
Here I stand, once again, and I have to admit that staring into her eyes is the most difficult thing I have to do. You're not pretty enough. Your eyes are too close together. You have your grandmother's double chin. Your rosacea is annoying. Your hair is a disaster. You are fat. You'll never be good enough. The constant conversations that take place when staring into her eyes is tiring and emotional. The eyes I have to stare into are my own. And that conversation takes place on a daily basis, sometimes multiple times a day. Today is no different. Infertility. You're a failure. Your anorexic days could be biting you in the butt right now. Your weight now is hurting you in this. Why won't you get off your fat butt and do something to fix it more than what you are doing? Who are you kidding you'll be a terrible mother... Depending o...