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The Long Journey to Get Here

As I sit in my office for one of my last days for the next couple of months, I cannot help but look back over the past almost nine months.  Ever since we found out we were pregnant in May, it has been very difficult for me to write anything down or even form the right words to express how I had been/am feeling.  It may have been partially out of the disbelief that this was really happening.  Or it may have been out the disbelief that one treatment with the specialist worked and not having to do multiple treatments.  Or it may have been as simple as this big of a blessing fought for for so long took every word I could even think to write completely out of my head. Here are a few of the reflections that I have had over the past couple of days from our journey: ~Early on, I spent countless days or nights waiting for the moment when I woke up from this surreal blessing to find it was only a dream. ~I spent my graduation with my Master's degree knowing that I was a M...